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road toward glorious reunite

September 17, 2009 at 4:01 pm Leave a comment

road toward peace&grace

Posted by     benzrad zhu  to  benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…

2 months passed since my return from my hometown, Zhudajiu, Central China. i quite enjoyed the peace in office, even the place rampant abnormal persons, esp. dogs on desk facing&backing me.God just shown me i can't rest on harmony.i saw my works here preparing baby more enjoyable pc games rewarding.baby grows so smart that my only complain is that i too cozy to blog about my mission here on the earth.recently i just finished reading to Nash's biography.that remind me of baby can be idle in the infinite possibilities of his road on this planet. however, God let me more and more at sure that his arrangement the best arrangement.Sigh! God, i really enjoy my life!

It has been a series of bright sunny days, since the night i told baby his mission and the history of world as well as of China.it then lately in night, i summon my speech with this closure: the world to come surely under changing, its ur task to make the different. next morning it drizzled, so auspicious! i read in office, and left office earlier with a box of bottle water from the highest mountains in southwestern China, Tibet, dispatched by my  once and long time employer, a state-owned  enterprise. in the later afternoon after i read some time at home, it started to turn into brilliant sunshine.

so many moving moment in my life and my talk with God, with my second wife, Masheng, from Japan. i never be surer at this moment that me is the best blessed, and my life is the most glorious on the earth.

Ok, time to bit farewell now. i love my girls in praying for our gathering. i love my world to emerging.

      


visit  this album  at  google picasaweb .

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September 13, 2009 at 3:45 pm Leave a comment

life in new deepth.

these days baby played less games on pc, but watching more animation online, and tv show. he asked me to find more games takes the formula of quiz show. i tried but harvest less. 

yesterday baby insisted i watching a piece of animation, in which a robot of a little boy offered him a robot lover, for he had problem to attract real world girl friend. i sensed evils around troubled my baby with abnormal love or passions. i myself also troubled by hard core gays in office.God, my dearest dad, once shown me when i was a collegian what a normal same sex friend looks like, and this time is time for me to show my baby what's genius friendship differs from twist emotion. i told baby what's my view on gay and lesbian, what's love of God, which is the most selfless love and never expels the most pour love between lovers or spouse. ema attended aside but don't prevent my preach, but left earlier. i know its hard for human not to mess up when 2 same sex persons live closely attached, even like dad&son, for men lives to be the only and independent, but i trust God no problem not to blur his only Mightiest and most Sainted when i can do something aside baby son when he needs cares and attendance for his childhood. i trust God no problem that i can live with my baby as long as i need, and when the trinity asks.

its a bright afternoon now. yesterday the 2 gays facing&backing my desk conspired and operated behind me when i reading on my notebook, to hurt my neck. my neck since then painful till last night sleep heels. i again exhausted last night and even this morning i felt too sleepy to leave ema's house. i dozed till 10 pm to get up. the grandma came over and brought baby outside. baby these days more or less infected by evil spying eyes upon abnormal passionate or love, that resulted in my spending more time to heal baby's being stained and divined him again.

its really a nice moment now. i just installed new games got in the morning on our legend pc for baby uses, and updated our google picasa web album with new shots i made recently. dog in China surveillance blocked quite some google's service, like youtube, picasaweb, but they only let domestic access to my picasaweb album problematically, but don't intimidate me not to try ways to update my account there. here is the proof.

Ok, my dearest girls, here i will retreat to silence again. my restless craving for u never cease or fade. hold me tighter, baby, not let time wash out our love. hold my love in real and walk toward our ever brighter grand gathering. we had a long time to live together, under one roof and in one family.

God bless us. took it sincerely.

 

cloudy sky over the city of Qiqihar.

 

cranes and trees in baby's mother's house's backyard.

 

forest in south park near ema's house.

 

sun ray among clouds.

 

baby son, warren zhu, with his new school bag.

 

a swallow rests on the rim of my office window.

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August 27, 2009 at 6:25 pm Leave a comment

life on watching, love brewing.

these days baby played less games on pc, but watching more animation online, and tv show. he asked me to find more games takes the formula of quiz show. i tried but harvest less. 

yesterday baby insisted i watching a piece of animation, in which a robot of a little boy offered him a robot lover, for he had problem to attract real world girl friend. i sensed evils around troubled my baby with abnormal love or passions. i myself also troubled by hard core gays in office.God, my dearest dad, once shown me when i was a collegian what a normal same sex friend looks like, and this time is time for me to show my baby what's genius friendship differs from twist emotion. i told baby what's my view on gay and lesbian, what's love of God, which is the most selfless love and never expels the most pour love between lovers or spouse. ema attended aside but don't prevent my preach, but left earlier. i know its hard for human not to mess up when 2 same sex persons live closely attached, even like dad&son, for men lives to be the only and independent, but i trust God no problem not to blur his only Mightiest and most Sainted when i can do something aside baby son when he needs cares and attendance for his childhood. i trust God no problem that i can live with my baby as long as i need, and when the trinity asks.

its a bright afternoon now. yesterday the 2 gays facing&backing my desk conspired and operated behind me when i reading on my notebook, to hurt my neck. my neck since then painful till last night sleep heels. i again exhausted last night and even this morning i felt too sleepy to leave ema's house. i dozed till 10 pm to get up. the grandma came over and brought baby outside. baby these days more or less infected by evil spying eyes upon abnormal passionate or love, that resulted in my spending more time to heal baby's being stained and divined him again.

its really a nice moment now. i just installed new games got in the morning on our legend pc for baby uses, and updated our google picasa web album with new shots i made recently. dog in China surveillance blocked quite some google's service, like youtube, picasaweb, but they only let domestic access to my picasaweb album problematically, but don't intimidate me not to try ways to update my account there. here is the proof.

Ok, my dearest girls, here i will retreat to silence again. my restless craving for u never cease or fade. hold me tighter, baby, not let time wash out our love. hold my love in real and walk toward our ever brighter grand gathering. we had a long time to live together, under one roof and in one family.

God bless us. took it sincerely.

 

cloudy sky over the city of Qiqihar.

 

cranes and trees in baby's mother's house's backyard.

 

our backyard view under the sky.

 

baby son, warren zhu, with his new school bag.

sun ray burst among clouds.

 See and download the full gallery on posterous

See and download the full gallery on posterous

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August 27, 2009 at 5:41 pm Leave a comment

a chat between benzrad, me, and my senior middle school alumni, also some middle class in my hometown, central China.

校友群  2009-08-18 16:37:15

张和协,你再贴我的条,我就把你买来打折处理

校友群  2009-08-18 16:54:04

呵呵,他贴你么事条呀

校友群  2009-08-18 17:08:45

QQ抢车位

校友群  2009-08-18 17:12:02

http://edongwanbao.blog.sohu.com/

校友群  2009-08-18 17:12:21

看看黄冈市法院是多么黑

王飞舟(410230117)  2009-08-18 17:12:59

那是你们政府的事,与我们无关,敬告:勿谈国事

校友群  2009-08-18 17:57:29

一杯可乐两元钱,肯德基里卖六元
一个土豆砌成条,做成薯条又七元
两块面包一块肉,夹成汉堡卖几元?
外商赚钱不算少,地震捐款捐多少?
不捐难赚中国钱,磨磨噌蹭捐一点。
哪有民族企业猛,患难之下见分晓
不见经传王老吉,一捐就捐一个亿
奇瑞一辆三万块,捐款一千六百万
本田年销千万辆,捐款才捐二十万
兄弟姐妹醒一醒,一脉相连血肉情
食品饮料日用品,国产不比洋货差
中华儿女一家人,民族振兴靠国人
各位朋友转一转,莫枉做个中国人
如果你是中国人,请转发你所有的中国群
法国宣布,禁止进口中国产的花生米,椅子和鞋类。
法网民煽动抵制中国货,称中国损失远超法国
法国网民已经开始有动作了
美国网民已经抵制中国了
日本也停止进口中国产品了
中国网民那么多,天天等着外国主动抵制我们而我们袖手旁观吗?
我们还等什么?
我们中国

校友群  2009-08-18 17:57:29

网民还能做什么?动动鼠标难道比法国人反抗中国难吗?
网民你还等什么?
难道还要等到像日本占领东三省一样??
同胞们,行动,发动你身边的每一个人,
这次可是动真格的了,是中国人的就 转 

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:05:13

老王还信这些?wto,贸易自由化白进了.小家子气那么重干啥?

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:08:32

东三省经历日本统治,难道真的那么糟糕吗?gcd的炮火还不止那里来的.台湾的"海角七号"可以看出生活在不同的统治者下的连续.

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:10:16

中国制造轰轰烈烈这么多年,不是美国消费者买单,中国还不知道落后几重天.

叶子惠(468237768)  2009-08-18 18:11:46

八戒 你去国外比较合适哎

校友群  2009-08-18 18:12:02

悲哀,我们遇到大师了

叶子惠(468237768)  2009-08-18 18:12:19

王可宇 呵呵 可好?

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:11:04

中国何能何德几十年内飞速发展?最关键的技术积累哪里来的?

校友群  2009-08-18 18:12:40

你怎么长大的?

叶子惠(46827768)  2009-08-18 18:12:43

我都感觉八戒怎么像是被洗脑了

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:12:41

我就知道明朝的中国领先世界几十年也没弄出个响来,你今天的网络或手机,全球神经,那里来的

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:14:03

君子喻于义,小人喻于利.

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:14:43

中国人动不动摆牛逼,只能自挖墙角

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:15:46

一句话,有本事再改革开放回去.

叶子惠(468921768)  2009-08-18 18:18:07

八戒 你咋了 受刺激了?

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:17:31

我看见小人就来气.

叶子惠(4682127768)  2009-08-18 18:19:04

谁是小人啊

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:18:22

那小钱小巧厄人的.

叶子惠(421927768)  2009-08-18 18:20:12

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:19:36

大和至上. 用马克思的话,存在的必然合理.看不到中国跟世界的紧密联系,动辄厄人,这是恐怖分子的惯技.

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:25:43

要论孤立,清朝干得最好,自取其辱的就是入侵或挨打.

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:26:32

水要六,风要吹,逆势的,上帝不耐.

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:30:33

可宇没看最近的网评吗,有想在故宫里开麦当劳还是星巴克的,中国不让,理由是国脸,结果,现在那里开面条馆,30元一碗.

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:31:08

这是真事.

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:33:07

中国的问题,最大的问题,就是官太多,啥都要管,因为管是他们的饭碗.中国的人吃人,五千年了,从孔子始.孔教孔教,就是恐教.

benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:53:46

对不起,我这里的发言自觉精彩,我要发到我的博客.各位真名我隐去.请多关照.

ps: tried to post this item with some photos i shot recent with my first DC, but China surveillance heavily blocking and failed me many times to post photos.

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drizzled morning outside of my office.
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a tablet memorizing the lost lives in anti-Japanese war.

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the park in sunset.

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August 19, 2009 at 7:57 am Leave a comment

neck bracketed, but life insists under China surveillance.

nearly a month passed since my return. i had great time with my baby son, warren zhu, hope of China and God of universe. my office Internet connection was rid off and i had to stay idle when i was there. at home, the Internet within China mainland also fatally deteriorated, ip and keyword filtering failed most web proxies available in search result. life in China mainland just like in a riot, all things in temporary and transition. hope is all of Chinese in mainland hold full hearted, and enduring of time is a test between the dictation nowadays and perished common social lives. i definitely see the collapse of the dying China political and social architecture. 

my life orbits again in a tight loop, between office and my baby's mother's home. i tried hard to live with silence in work time in office, and admit it can be a beneficial habit, but i really enjoy cyberspace activities. common people, like most of my colleagues, can be dishonest and blacken eyed by the pressure of authority's favor or dislike. one of them, namely, my monitor in my office, claimed its righteous that i can't use office Internet now that my home pc connected with Internet, while his pc and all other colleagues' computer all wired and reading novel or watching tv online all days is mainly his activities online. they regard they r superior than me, really clueless! 

this week can be fruitful. in reading twitter stream after broke China surveillance, i got an idea from peer's id, that i should own an id IIDChina. first i think idchina is OK, but in the process of claiming i gradually chose IIDChina. i soon claimed it from google, where i can only got an alternative for name space conflict. i tried to expand the name to twitter and facebook, which both deadly blocked within China mainland for months. China surveillance, with its most advanced technology and heaviest investments, now can be fatal to web traffic inland reaching freedom world. i tried lots of proxies, including risky ones, all failed. only with the help of friends abroad, i got my facabook id and twitter's in the title of IIDChina. customization unfinished for access to the sites via proxies severely compromised and lots of operation only led to errs or vain. i also wrote a wiki item on google knol but the next day it was flagged inappropriate and hide from public view. after checked from friends abroad, i assured its google banned it, not google china, which frequent under China authority's harass and had to adopt tighter filtering. now i just doubting if google read it and flagged improper, or China surveillance reported it online frequently via on site report function and led google's system automatic or semi-automatic earmarked on my knol.yesterday i designed it a unique logo when i felt flat in office, i like it very much, so does my baby son, who shares the title. God sees my way toward a better and righ world in the shine and shrine of Holy. 

facebook, twitter, blogger, picasaweb, and yesterday i found yahoo profiles, these sites' been blocked in China mainland heavily troubled Chinese surfers, and again remind them how barren the China landscape of produce of voice or content. China dying in aridity since the fall of Ming Dynasty, and continued suffering sacrifice with the tasteless and tomb berthed dictator then and now. 

Ok, its time for break. i know the coming gathering of my love, while the dark of China to been blow apart, shift and gone. i know my new marriage scheduled and my fiancee already in her wedding dress. yes, i received my God's notice, i received the omen in red.

 

logo of site IIDChina, at http://facebook.com/iidchina ,or http://groups.google.com/group/iidchina .

 

beautiful sunset in Qiqihar, near Autumn.

 

colorful clouds near dusk in Qiqihar,  China. its near Lunar Autumn.

 

dearest baby son, warren zhu, Hope of China, God of universe, ate corn cake in Holyland bread shop.

See and download the full gallery on posterous

See and download the full gallery on posterous

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August 14, 2009 at 7:34 pm Leave a comment

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